Behind the Sheets

Everytime I put my trust in you you make me feel stupid. I don't understand what's wrong with me. Why do I want so bad for you to be telling the truth. Why does it matter so much. You've hurt me so much but still I want to be able to believe you. Why can't I just face the fact that you are a liar. You lie and and lie to me over and over. I can't understand how your heart can be so cold. You know that I love you but you continue to hurt me. It's almost like it's a game to you. I'm wondering if you'll ever feel about me the way I've always felt about you. I'm wondering if your games will ever end. I doubt it, yet still I stay. One day you'll wake up and I'll be gone. I'll leave just as sure as you'll lie. And the only thing I will leave behind are memories. So that you will know that I did you good, that I was good to you and you really messed up. One day you'll wake up and I will be gone.